Thursday, March 27, 2008

Doors Are Against Me

Phew! Finally I can get some rest. Two weeks are gone and what have I been doing in these special two weeks? College! Yea!

Okay, so for most of you who don't know, I'm studying in Sunway University College (if you don't know where is that, google the map of Selangor) and it's super freaking expensive. A pen that cost 70cents is tagged RM1, the cheapest food you can find here is a small piece of banana cake which cost 80cents. Otherwise, sandwiches and bigger portions of food are RM2 and above (except for Nasi Lemak but that is always out of stock.) So enough about the amazing prices of Sun-U, I am taking a course which has a super long name: Canadian Matriculation Program (CIMP). It's quite good, really. I like the people in my class. Friendly, helpful... and rich! Okay, no, I'm not looking at their rich part, just commenting that they are rich.

Anyway, first day of class I met two very nice people. Since then we've been spending our lunch time together and everything. I also met a girl who has the same sir name and almost same chinese name as me! I sit with her almost every class. Haha. Besides that, this is the break down of my schedule for a whole week:

Monday to Thursday: College from 8:30am to 4pm

Back home: If a Monday and Wednesday, from 4pm til 7pm I could do a darn thing I want.. But most probably sleeping. Then it's off to teaching kids until 10. (I feel so old). When I get home I got to rush up doing my homeworks, then it'll be around 11-12 when I sleep.

Friday: Morning free, night teach.

Saturday: 1pm-2pm piano class. The rest, depending on my mom.

Sunday: Church! And Sunday Class! Then I'm FREEEEEEEE.... Then it's back to Monday :(

How's CIMP like? Hmm... too early to tell. So far I'm only studying 2 subjects this sem. Maths and English (by the way the English is a Grade 10 standard but seems kind of hard *cries*). Orientation day, English Test. First day, English Test. A week after, BIG ENGLISH TEST. Which is today =) Exam lasted from 9am til 3:45pm. My brain was rotting itself in the AC room. So freaking cold.

Okay, so now I get to the point of this post. So after exam, I found out it was early for me and my friend finishes at 6pm. I didn't want to wait that long so I told him I'll go home myself (my car is parked in the college). Then I realised I'm completely broke, with no money to pay for the expensive parking and toll. 'Kay so my friend told me he'll lend me some money first, find him in the computer lab. After getting five bucks from him, I tried to walk out of the lab. Notice the word tried. The door wouldn't open. I looked up at the sensor, with my "What are you doing to me??" eyes and waved at it. Still didn't open. I walked a few steps away from the door and walked to it again. Nope, not opening. Then I turned behind and I saw this guy walking towards the door, stopped right at the door and it opened. What the.... Man I was so embarrassed. Do doors have a thing agaisn't me?

What did I do after that? Instead of saying a sweet "Thank you" to my saviour, I just chuckled shyly and rushed out of there. AM I TOO SHORT??! Geez. Dumb computer lab door.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Happy Easter

To everyone and I mean e-v-e-r-y-o-n-e! Happy Easter =) This is the day the Lord lives again. Let's no longer mourn but smile! Here, I have a gift for you! One each XD.

easter eggs!!!

Tuesday, March 18, 2008


There are times when we make mistakes. There is this time, when we make that one little mistake, and everything just crashes. There's no turning back, no delete button, and it just stays floating in front of your eyes with its taunting smile.

I am tired. I am tired of mistakes. I am unable to control the chemistry that runs through my body, unable to realise the impending danger up ahead. I am tired of myself; sorely disappointed. I made others disappointed in me.

Do you see this shell? Do you think you can read everything that lies beneath? Know the secrets? Know the behaviour? Know the habits? Even if you think you know almost everything, something still lurks underneath. When the time comes, it rises up, grabs hold of its victim and try to bring the victim down as far as it could go. Then it simply vanishes into thin air.

All I can only say is the word "sorry". Which I know, to you, does not mean much anymore. Too many sorries. Too little solutions. If there is anything I can do, I would prefer it if my mistake just slice me open, and let me bleed in open air, vulnerable and almost lifeless.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

The Little Things by Colbie Caillat

The Little Things by Colbie Caillat (may be a low quality. But the song is nice =D)

The little things, you do to me are
Taking me over, I wanna show ya
Everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, I wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this ain't just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleeping by myself and wondering
If I'm better off better off, with out you boy

So don't just leave me hanging on

And every time, you notice me by
Holding me closely, and saying sweet things
I don't believe, that it could be
You speaking your mind and, saying the real thing
My feet have broke free, and I am leaving
I'm not gonna stand here, feeling lonely but
I don't regret it, and I won't think this
Was just a waste of time


But don't just leave me hanging on.....

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Let Pictures Talk

Busy day! If you've been stuck in a deep hole and is unable to get out of your house or even hear a bit of the news, it's election day today (March 8th 2008). Anyway, after piano class, mom decided to take a drive all the way to Seremban to vote (her address is set there). While she goes off looking for SMK Wawasan Seremban 2, wherever the world that school is, I went off frolicking in Jusco and meeting an Ah Mui then it's straight back to Puchong for Darren's party! Here's a compilation of pictures on what I did today...

Me and the AH MUI! Actually she's a long lost friend =)

Here's a solo shot of her! (She's gonna kill me when she sees this.)

So then after Seremban, it's back to Puchong and to Natasha's house. Why? To celebrate this fella's birthday (it's a surprise gathering by the way):

Thanks to him, we have to wait an hour before we even get to surprise him and start eating! Next time get ready early, Darren!

So the people there were...

The bored girlfriend and the paparazzi girlfriend's best friend.

James the pizza monster!

Here's a clearer picture. He's sad cause cameras were interrupting his meal.

The monster's friend and a pau. She's blur in this picture. This is what you get when you put an amature photographer and a restless being together.

And me! No, no. I don't actually look like that. I just don't take pictures of me when I'm the photographer in people's house.

Then came the birthday boy (we hid upstairs with James holding the guitar), and came the birthday cake and mysterious birthday song starts playing... Well, it was kind of messed up. We were supposed to start singing but then we didn't and that ruined a perfect surprise. Nontheless, Darren was not expecting it. Haha.

Belated birthday boy with his sweet girl.

After that there was food and drinks and entertainment by two little noisy boys. Also, singing by the one and only Natasha. Beautiful voice and a big talent! No pictures. There's video though. Not showing it to ya *bluek*.

And that's it! I started writing this at 11:40pm and now it's almost an hour later. =(. Time to sleep, sleep, sleep!

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Advertising Is Fun!

Know what I've suddenly come to appreciate and like?

Bangs! It's a good fashion. Makes you look younger than you are (not like I need it now) and you can act all emo-ish. Like the picture above *points*. You can even look all camwhore-ish like this!

The ultimate ultility for camwhorisizing (is that a word?) and it doesn't cover your face in half, making you look like a fire victim who wants to hide her half burnt face. Bangs also help you to hide your ridiculus pimples/acne growing on your forehead! Bangs; the perfect little hairstyle. Anyone can use it!
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Also, check out this deviant art user:

She has a great talent and a humorous comic to boot. Click it! It's for your entertainment needs.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008


Does anyone feel like the days are moving by too fast? One minute you're closing your eyes and the next, *poof* it's already a week ahead. Sigh... I had wanted the days to pass me by faster. Now I want it to go slower. How weird is this?

Anyway, new layout! You know, I have this fettish thing of doing my own layouts. But without photoshop and those gizmos, I can't really do it. I don't have the liberty. What I do have though, is the liberty of choosing pre-made layouts! =D. You can see this a different concept to the layouts I usually use. It's i-frame! So just click click click the link up there to which section you want to read.

I've been thinking days on which layout to choose. I saw this really cool black layout but then decided I wanted something bright. Anyway, this one is the neatest I could find. As well as the most simplest, easy-to-read fonts. Seriously the layouts people make irritates me to no end! The graphic is sooooo nice... but yet the words are unreadable. Pai leng is it? =="

Oh and eight days more to SPM results! Hmm... I wonder how I'll do in the exam. Would I get horrid, horrid results? Would I jump from a building? Would I feel like dying????!!!! No, crazy. Live, and let live!