The Rasmus - Run To You

A nice song that suits a certain... situation. I find it quite meaningful. Give it a try :) Video song with lyrics (read the lyrics if you can't catch what they sing)!

Gong Xi Fa Cai

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2009!!!

Get rich! Get fat! Be happy! It's good for health (I mean being happy).



Have a Moo-tastic year!

Wang Lee Hom - Everything

Hah! I bet you didn't expect me doing this post, eh?

I know I'm a banana, but I enjoy music in other languages too, you know? And this song is really sweet. Read the lyrics (there's English translation subtitle). The thing I don't like about this MV is that it has a depressing end. So don't suit the sweetness, don't you think? Enjoy...

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Malaysia Under A Coconut

I found this here. First happened to Avril Lavigne (who don't even dress or dance suggestively) and now Rihanna. If Malaysia is going to shut out all international artists because they "dress skimpily" or "dance suggestively" or "threaten our culture" even when they don't, Malaysia is going to live under a coconut shell for a very, very long time. They wouldn't even know what art is! We'll all be plain and boring fools wearing long sleeved shirts even on hot days, listening to Malaysian songs only... or perhaps more illegal tradings and happenings will keep coming out. Whichever. Malaysia is doomed either way.

I would love to give one long list of comments on the article, but I finally just want to settle on bolding stuff that is ridiculous to me. And I'll underline ONE reasonable point. Make conclusions yourself.

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PAS Plans To Stop Rihanna Concert

KUALA LUMPUR: PAS wants to stop R&B star Rihanna from performing here on Feb 13.

Its Federal Territory Youth chief Kamaruzaman Mohamad said inviting the Barbados-born singing sensation to Malaysia was “akin to insulting eastern culture, belittling local artistes, intentionally causing losses to the country’s economy and supporting Israel’s war policy, which is supported by America”.

The PAS wing said it also found the Grammy award winner to be unsuitable because she often performed suggestively and wore skimpy, sexy outfits.

Kamaruzaman said local concert sponsor Celcom should give priority to eastern cultures and local artistes.

He said Rihanna’s appearance here would result in an outflow of local currency to the United States, and in turn, cause loss to the country and suffering to the Palestinians.

He reasoned that the United States supplies arms to its ally Israel from contributions and taxes collected from Americans.

“Whether Rihanna realises it or not, we know that the taxes she has paid also contributed to the war in Gaza,” Kamaruzaman said.

He wants the permit issuers, including police and City Hall, to reject the organiser’s application.

The PAS wing would submit a protest note on the concert soon.

Rihanna, whose hits include Umbrella and Disturbia, is to perform here as part of her Good Girl Gone Bad tour.

At an event yesterday, Celcom chief executive officer Datuk Seri Shazalli Ramly said Celcom was just the concert sponsor.

“She (Rihanna) has agreed to follow the regulations,” he said, adding that the organiser, Pineapple Concerts, had already made arrangements with the singer and the Culture, Arts and Heritage Ministry was informed of her performance.

Kelana Jaya MP Loh Gwo Burne said he did not think anyone should impose his or her own moral views on others, and that Rihanna should not be “deemed guilty by association”.

“I agree we should show displeasure against the United States but boycotting everything associated with America is difficult,” he added.

When...

You'll never guess who composed this.

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When sweet memories flood my mind,
My heart begin to flow with the flooding river,
At the thought of kissing you;
When you are very close to me.
When I'm comfortable with you now.

When we are getting even closer,
My heart continue run even faster,
Reaching to be first in the race,
But the race is like never ending;
Never reaching the ending line.

When I try to reach you,
Your heart races with mine at the same time,
Both running in the same direction;
In the endless track,
Which both of us never know who will win.

When my heart conquers my mind,
I start losing myself to you slowly,
Try to reach for you,
But our goals are different,
Falling back makes our distance began to increase.

When unexpected phenomena happens,
I begin to laugh;
My heart gives up;
I already lose in the race,
Everything is back to normal.

When everything's back to normal,
River stops flowing,
Endless race has stop,
My mind conquers back my heart,
I settle down myself.

When I wanna catch you back to me,
My hands and fingers became numb;
Wouldn't move for good,
Stop me from doing anything,
Stop me from racing again.

When a night full of fireworks;
A night full of stars;
A night full of wind;
Suddenly heavy rain falls onto the ground;
And wash out everything from the sky to the ground.

When I'm on top of my own mountain,
I was pushed down the slope,
Fell into a dark valley with nothing around me;
No direction;
No light to guide me.

When I woke up from dat day,
A rope falls to me;
Saving me from my darkness;
Bringing me back to my land;
I'm free from the valley.

And I will never hope to fall again....
But I will never give up in conquering my fear.

by DummiesForLife

VLog#1

Before we start with anything, let me just say that I ROCK! Hahahha!

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Just because I'm lazy to type...

Also, please ignore the "Er"s and the "Um"s.



Hopefully someone gets to figure out what's with my camera.

Thank You

I would like to settle down today to write (or type) out a thank you post to several people. Those people who actually put up with my emo-ness crap recently and took the time to listen. My sincere appreciations.



1. Hui Lin -
Thank you, baby ^^. I need to treat you one day.

2. Joey -
Thanks for the food and no thanks for the game, "Truth", you played with me.

3. Sherina -
Thanks for your concern =)

4. Izzat -
Hm... well, you didn't exactly do anything but I had someone I could help so it kinda made me feel better =D


Did I leave anyone out? If yes, I'm sorry (I have memory like a goldfish). But, thank you.

Snails Are Cute

Think snails are boring? Uninteresting? Just pests? Or a delicacy?

They're not! They are the same like any living creature. They eat a lot! Like me!

They love lettuce too.

Emotionless

Love, why do you play these tricks on me? You gave me so much joy, yet you gave me equal pain. Love, do you enjoy torturing me and leaving me breathless? Always bringing me to the high cliff and leaving me there to decide what to do next? I can fall or I can just run away. If I fall, I might hurt myself. If I run away, I'll fail to experience that adrenaline rush.

So what do you want me to do? Why did you lead me here? To always, always decide what to do. I fell a few times just for you. And now you're doing it again. Leaving me at the ledge. Do you really think you're so special, Love? You're right. You are. People can't fully live without you. But why do you have to torment me so? People could die just because of you!

And I'm dying inside just bit by bit by your gleeful play. When I least expect you patch me back up, but only to watch me wilt again later on. It isn't fair. You're having all the fun.

So to fight you I came up with a conclusion. I must not feel. I must not feel joy, for I will feel pain. I must not feel you, for Hate will surely come and find me. I must be void. Void of you. So stop your childish games, Love.

I must be emotionless.

I Am...

I am a failed lover,
No one should have ever fall in love with me.

I am a destroyer,
I ruin everything in my path.

I am a coward,
I hide when there's no apparent danger.

I am a black colour,
So dark, sad and misunderstood.

I am lame.

And I just feel like dying and disappearing. I feel like I shouldn't exist.

Maybe I wasn't supposed to. Maybe I'm just here to remind everyone what mistakes are. All I do is make mistakes and disappointments.

I was a mistake. I was a mistake.

Superhero That Represents Me

Out of the silly quizzes I took, and results I get, I'd say a quiz about which superhero movie I am was one of the coolests. Why? Because she (yes, a SHE) sort of represents me. What's my result? Wonderwoman? Nope. She's a character from X-Men! Hahaha!


Her name's Rogue!

Even her name is cool! Now I'm not really an X-Men fan. When I first saw the name Rogue, I was like, "Who the heck is that??" The only female character I remember from watching X-Men few years back was Storm and I thought her powers were cool. Well now that I know Rogue, I'd say she's cooler!

Just read my results. She's sensitive, she's determined, and she's independent! Well, I'm not sure about the independent part, but I'm pretty sure I'm sensitive (sometimes to the extreme) and I get pretty determined about something I want (like eating french fries. If I don't get it today, I must get it tomorrow). With more research, I found out her superpower was to be able to absorb other people's abilities.

I don't absorb other people's abilities, but I do absorb their moods. I have this glitch in me that tells me the person beside me is having some kind of internal turmoil even though he/she acts totally normal or quiet. And it works best when the person is a close friend and is upset about something. The bad part about my glitch is when I can't find out what's wrong and I get emo-ed myself. That's not fun.



Rogue is also a character in conquest of becoming close to normal so she's able to at least touch people. I too, am in a conquest of something. I'm constantly seeking to improve myself (in a laid back kinda way) and get rid of my negative sides. I sometimes just chicken out 'cause it's out of my comfort zone.

And now I'm in conquest to search X-Men movies!

Paramore - Decode

I'm addicted to this song because it suits me mostly. Hmm.. link to the song and the not actual video (youtube is starting to be a pain in the ***) at my side bar =)


How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight all the time
No care to ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you wont take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
Well I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own ("I'm screaming I love you so")
On my own (My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
Well I use to know you so well, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves

Yeah
How did we get here?
Well I use to know you so well, yeah yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

Life In A Day of Goat & Crab

I was lazing around at my boyfriend's house today, just waiting for time to pass by till it's dinner and I have to move my butt to work. I was lying on one of his pillows and him just beside me when something sweet smelling floated its way to my nose. Below is the following conversation that took place.

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Crab = Me
Goat = Him

Crab : Something smells sweet.

Goat : *confidently* Me!

Crab : *sniffed his hair* Nope. *sniffed something else*

Goat : *hopefully* It's me?

Crab : Nope. *sniffed the air*

Goat : It's me! *gives his arm to be sniffed*

Crab : *sniff* Nope.

Goat : *by now not so confident anymore*

Crab : *sniffs the pillow she was lying on and suddenly realises it smells like her shampoo* Oh, it's me! Heh heh...

Goat : (=.=") Potong steam. *merajuks away*



Hahaha! Sorry lo =P You're sweet smelling too.

Happy New Year 2009

It's the new year! It's 2009! It's time to put all bad pasts behind and look forward to a brighter future. It's time... to grow a year older. I'm going to be 19!!!! OH MY GOODNESS! I'm getting older!!! ARGGGHHH!!! *insert big crying emo face here*

I can see the wrinkles forming!!!!

Ah well, at least the celebration was nice. Nice nice fireworks. They always make me happy =)



Happy New Year 2009!

Hope your 2009 adventure will be a blast.