Emotic

I don't get it. Why can't I be sensible just once with my emotions? Why do I always have to go emotic everytime something goes wrong? And why can't I feel just completely happy for once a day? I always find that I'm laughing and enjoying the moment one minute and the next minute, anger rears it's ugly head.

When we get moody, is it our wrong to lash out at people? Perhaps. But we are entitled to a little moodiness once in a while right? So why then, when you lash at people, people lash back at you? Why can't they just sit there quietly and offer some help when the time comes? Or perhaps it is just me. Me, making the situation worse by words which are not thought properly. Me, destroying a relationship bit by bit. Me. Just plain, stupid, emotic old me.

It doesn't help to cure my irritance when my internet decided to go slow while I need to blog and let everything out. It's cruel. Maybe God is punishing me for my anger or maybe i just do not have enough sleep. Well, whatever it is, I'm glad I could get something out for the time being.

Panick Attacks?

SPMSPMSPMSPMSPM!!!


OK, looks like the layout and graphics have to wait. It's 4 weeks before SPM and I'm panicking at midnight, yes midnight, because of it (well, also because I hardly do any studying...)!



Howeverrrr... I'm browsing to get some inspirations. So knowing me, it'll take a while.

Oh and what do you guys think of psychology or hospitality?